I am aware that I am many different things.
I have been aware of this for awhile but I am now accepting that I cannot fit into any mold that I see, or anyone else sees as appropriate.
I can only strive to be who I want to be, to have what I want to have, and to do all I want to do. In this life
But ever part cannot come together in one desire or leap or effort.
It all takes patience and self understanding..
It takes elf exploration and outward effort.
It takes the entire journey of life to constantly try to get become more of who you see as the perfect you for this world.
As perfect as possible
As loose the term can be used.
Because we’re all only human.
I am not anyone but who I am…
And I will always be who I am
I will just add colors to the person I’m becoming.
For the rest of my life.
I can get frustrated at not being all I want right now.
Just enjoy the process and accept the walls that pop up in my paths.
There isn’t one path.
There are infinite paths each with 2 options or outcomes...
But many more beyond each one,
To get to where I want to be.