today's been a real hum dinger to say the least. death everywhere...depression, stress of life, love, self.
it all comes falling on top of me today.
last night i spent hours inside my head racking my brain to figure out what's wrong with me. figure out how to fix myself.
how to be normal and...freely myself...
maybe it's just how i am. maybe i must just accept me and forget about making myself someone who can make other people happy.
stop disregarding me.
let all the weirdness that encompasses my thoughts, feelings, and life just take hold and just go with it.
sometimes I just wish I loved myself more.
but if it weren't for one person's smiling face and warm eyes and overflowing love i don't think i'd have been okay today.
thank you for coming home again.
thank you for being you.
i appreciate you so much.
i love you.