I think I figured it out. I hope. I'm going to be okay; the funny thing is that when you're dealt something you don't know where to place or what it is exactly and then when you FIND OUT what it is...your battle is half over. I wish people had more faith in me. But it just takes harder work which equals a better outcome for those who DON'T. I feel loads better than I did earlier this evening... Some things make me very sad but at the same time I'm not angry anymore. I understand I suppose. Anyway. I hope you all have a great weekend. I will be finding a job.