"I don't want to harm you, I want to enlighten you."
"the last time I listened to you; I became a lab rat."

never used to appreciate the intelligence I had. Until I was 18 and nearly lost it all; and lost a lot. because it made sense that killing brain cells kills parts you can't control or understand. You think you're killing the pain but you're only creating more, bigger problems that will last longer and be even harder to deal with than what you initially thought the problem WAS. why do I listen to you; or talk to you; or stop to consider what you have to say? When I know you are wrong; the way you are thinking isn't the reality of it. Why? because I was like you (once apon a time) I was just like you.