I wish people understood the decisions i make better: I wish I could explain them in ways that are so crystal there's no room for question or confusion. On a day I didn't want to make any decisions I made a few big ones. I just hope that everything works out in time; instead of time fucking with everything. It seems to like that. I just know that everything has hope in my life... and I wish I just knew how to grab onto it and make it real.